Dealing with depression

It’s easy to not talk about certain subjects. Depression is one of those subjects for me. This feeling doesn’t seem to go away, so I want to try writing about it, bringing it out. Maybe that will help. Lure that bastard out into the light.

I’ve lived with depression since I was 14 or 15, so about 20 years for now. At some point, my world started turning dark. I began to experience periods of times in my life I could do almost nothing else than lay down, or just cry and go into this slumber while being awake, laying in my bed just wanting to let go of it all. Slowly this transformed more into periodical states of just feeling depressed, but I still remember clearly those first stages of just laying down and not having the energy to do anything.

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The feeling of depression would come without any warning, the day before I could be feeling perfectly fine, fun, even enjoying life, then I wake up and nothing feels good, sorrow fills my whole being, usually accompanied by the immense weight of being crushed under all the feelings I have.

The overwhelming pain of just drowning into sadness, despair, death and the want to leave this place. The ever welcome feeling of being completely alone and that nobody cares. All social interactions become numb, difficult, non-relevant to anything. There is nothing but deep and wide blankness accompanied by not caring about anything or anybody else than just dealing with this state and surviving it.

All expectations from others and myself can go down the drain instantly, I couldn’t care less about finishing or doing something. Even things I feel passionate about, suddenly those don’t matter at all.

This has made it always difficult to go to work, or school, or meet people, as I have no idea any given day if I’m capable of even leaving the house or getting up from bed. Canceling meetings and scheduled appointments used to be a norm for me, and still to a degree is, which can lead to a spiralling feeling of shame for not being able to fullfill my duties.

This is part why I’m writing about this subject, to maybe let those around me see and understand what is happening to a person in depression, and also to share the feelings of what is going on to a person dealing with depression, as this topic isn’t publicly discussed much.

Realizing depression

Many times this feeling brings with it deep wanting of to leave this place, to completely be void of any feelings, while paradoxically the emotions seem to be all that exist in this state, taking me with them and ruthlessly dragging me into the bottom of that cold river where I am completely alone in my sorrow, not seeing any solutions to the situation and feeling like being drowned into the abyss of eternal sadness.

Where these emotions come from, there seems not to be any one source, they just come and go as they please, as if they had a life of their own, which makes the situation even more difficult to rationally understand or see how to avoid and how to deal with it.

It took me a long time to even realize I was being depressed. Nobody really talked about depression around me or in the culture I was brought up. The aknowledgement was there that a such thing exists, especially in Finland it’s a big thing, but it wasn’t really talked about.

Maybe it is somehow shameful, a taboo, a sign of weakness to be depressed, so you don’t talk about it, just suck it up and get better and do your work seemed to be the general solution on how to deal with this.

On my own

Nobody can fix depression for you. There is no way. This is how I’ve always felt. Somehow in this state there is no way to trust somebody else. I’ve always felt I have to fix this myself, by myself and with my own ways.

Somehow deep inside me a part had always known that depression medication was not for me, even though my mother many times tried to insist me on taking them, a part of me was very strong in not going down that path, some part of me somehow knows that medicating with these unnatural methods is not good for me.

During these times I had no idea about meditation, mindfulness or nothing that could be considered spiritual, except long distance running, which I only later realized was somewhat of a spiritual practice for me. I was constantly dealing with dark thoughts, thinking about killing myself, leaving this place for good and just wanting to get away
from it all.

Finding a way out

Today I am happy to say that I’ve started to find a way out of my depression, after dealing with it for nearly two decades. I’ve discovered methods of dealing with the feelings, and how to heal myself, and how to re-program my thoughts.

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The path has not definitely been easy, it has been one full of pain and unorthodoxical methods of seeking the root causes. I kinda wish somebody had been there for me to teach me, to show me how to do it better, as many of the paths I’ve taken have proven to be difficult and even hindering my progress. And I’ve had many teachers too, so I am thankful for that.

But I am who I am, and I wouldn’t be here without going through all that darkness. I am happy that light has grown immensively inside me during the past years and I’ve finally started to figure out what the root cause for my depression has been.

Mainly it has been doing with trying to adapt to my surroundings, and not being who I really am. I’ve now noticed that this pressure to be like others, and not fitting in, has been a great de-pressive force in my life. I can no longer succumb to the expectations of others, but be more brave, more open, more free, more sensitive, more powerful, more fearless and ultimately more honest to my self, of who I am and what I represent.

It has not been easy, as my true self is something that differs so much from the normal way of things. But I am happy I have found through the act of expression more those who resonate with the same frequency, and hope to find even more those people who express the same energy as I do through the act of opening up and being even more honest and brave.

Methods of healing .. to be continued

The various methods of how I’ve reached this state are something I want to write more about it in the upcoming posts.  Consider this posting as a preface for those writings.

Thank you for reading, this was Sakari for now, until later!

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Natural High from Using GeoKone.NET ^_^

Lately I’ve been realizing what GeoKone.NET actually is and why it is so addictive in some senses. I many times have noticed that when I create geometry with GeoKone, my mind is being surprised by the results and it receives a prize in the form of endorphines or something, the feeling is like discovering Something Completely New within somewhere that it should not be, interweaved between the different connecting geometries, hidden, waiting for me to unravel it.

From this ..

From this ..

GeoKone Is A Tool For Expressing Energy

To This.. GeoKone Is A Tool For Expressing Energy!

 

When exploring these seemingly simple geometrical shapes, with GeoKone you can almost like play a game of seek and hide, by zooming in and out of the formations, changing parameters and seeing how they connect for completely new connections. It’s like a constant Aha!” feeling in the brain, like the mind is seeing new things that weren’t there before and it brings a child like joy to me to explore these forms.

Geometry Makes New Connections

Geometry Makes New Connections

I have witnessed and heard about this same feeling with other people so many times now, that I am really happy to see that others beside me also see this effect. It is almost intoxicating, and in some senses it is, as how I see is that our brains create new connections somehow when they are given Natural Geometry to explore. It is like connecting the neural networks withing us, connecting the dots to create new connections and see things in a new way. Same as with music connecting new things, also visuals can do the same thing, especially if we are expressing ourselves in the process.

This can create almost like a intoxicated effect in the user, like my dear companion Anna said that she felt almost drunk from the effect.

I also found this Blog Post from Young, Broke and Awesome describing the effects:

“There are a lot of things that provoke my curiosity, but nothing works better than geometry. I love watching shapes evolve into beautiful patterns and designs. It is amazing how much beauty erupts from simple inputs and small changes of variables. In the midst of my computer explorations of the day, I stumbled upon this awesome little app called “GeoKone” after I googled “Geometry generator”. I became intoxicated by the program. I made so many different shapes and patterns in a matter of seconds using simple commands.”

I would love to understand this effect more and where it comes from, and what it feels like. So, if you have noticed the same kind of effects, of achieving some kind of natural high or otherwise altered state of mind while using GeoKone, I would be happy to hear. Please leave a comment here or e-mail me at Sakari AT PsiTriangle D0T NET (unscramble this)!

Thank you!

Get Naturally Intoxicated!

Now go to http://app.GeoKone.NET, create Geometry and get Naturally Intoxicated ^_^ !

Left my dayjob, Surviving the Winter

Hey all, I just wanted share some personal feelings I’ve been having lately, as I realize that I never really talk about my own life or what is happening with me.

Leaving my day job

Last year I worked fulltime at Applifier, working on their mobile game video sharing service, Everyplay, that allows game developers to integrate a video recording service into their existing games and  gain new users through people showing of their gameplay to others via video recordings. There I worked on the iOS native side of things, mostly focusing on the base SDK library, UI & Video Player programming.

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Everyplay – Share your Game Replays

I learned a lot of things during this year, worked with an excellent and very skilled team, who taught me new things almost everyday .The work pace there was pretty hectic, with deadlines constantly reminding that there was no time to really perfect all the code, just to get things shipped and moving forwards. This was fun in a way, but really stressful also as I had to get up everyday and to go the office, something that is not very easy for me, as I have problem adapting to a normal sleep rhythm at times, and have energy flowing through the nights when normal people are sleeping.

This constant pressure of having to be at the office everyday eventually led me to a stressful state of not enjoying what I was doing enough that it was worth it. Although I learned to develop methods that allowed me to stay stress free, like taking a morning swim at the local swimming hall, or doing my morning meditation and yoga in order to find strength to keep doing it, the energy that went into me doing something I had to force myself to do just wasn’t worth it.

Ultimately, I decided to take a leap into the unknown again and leave this job I was making good money at and that I could have continued working at if I just had endured this feeling of going against the flow. But this is not something I want to do, I want to do something that I Love in Life.

The full day to day job left me little time and energy to focus on what I actually loved doing, that is, creating Art and focusing on developing GeoKone.NET. Now I have all the time, but a lot of other stuff started changing quickly after I left my day job.

Personal Demons

During these last 2-3 months I have been really having to gaze deep into my inner feelings and ways I have been behaving towards myself and those who love me in my life. I have always been really sensitive to other people and energies around me, and I have built this wall around me that prevents anyone from really seeing who I am. Somehow it feels this wall has started to break now, and it has lead to me staring face to face with my most deepest traumas and inner demons.

Through this process I have realized that I have caused a lot of pain in the life of those who have just wanted to love me, and this has been really difficult, like I have been teared apart and forced to gaze at all the mistakes I have made and to shed light on them. In a sense, the whole year of 2012 was some kind of personal breakdown year for me. End of the world, so to speak, at least on some level. The me who was before is no more. There is only a wreckage of emotions, waiting to be picked up again and again re-build myself, like I have done numerous times in the past.

Deep depression has also been taking it’s toll on me, feeling nothing but wanting to end it all, but I have enough experience working with depression that I realize what this feeling is doing there, it is something for me to sink deeply into and allow me to let go of the pain that I have been gathering, the emotions I have not said out loud, the feelings that I have kept inside me have created this state of burdening.

I must just endure this and I will rise again. There is nothing that can stop me from fulfilling my mission here, but seems like I have chosen to create this illusion of pain and sorrow that I must go through alone in order to learn something. I just wish I knew what that something is that is preventing me from just enjoying happiness, but it seems like it’s buried deep within me, so deep that I cannot see what it is.

The Light Breaks Through

The Light Breaks Through

But I have hope, and I am sure that the things I am putting my focus in are worth working for. I will finish GeoKone.NET to it’s 1.0 version and then see what happens. It is suprisingly hard to focus on a single task, by my own. Rising up everyday, finding the motivation to sit in front of the computer, finding the motivation to do my morning yoga, go swimming, see some friends now and then and not just lay down all day and let the situation get over me.

This gets every year really hard when the sun goes down and there is only darkness and coldness outside. But I have endured this for 30 years already, so I know one more year won’t kill me. Many times I have wondered why would anyone live here in Finland, where the winters are long, dark and cold, and many times I have realized that this is a great place to live, as the harsh conditions and the perfect summers tend to create certain kind of thinking and a mentality of surviving through the winters that is very respectable.

People here cannot really build things that don’t last, because that would be fatal when the temperature drops below 20 degrees celsius, it’s windy, there might be one hour of light during the day. The people who have survived here are really going through this struggle every year, even though modern day technology helps a lot, but it’s still a mental battle anyway.

Surviving through the winter always feels like a victory here, I survived one more year. I intend to continue celebrating many more victories over winter and continue seeking to do the things I Love in Life.

Bashar Talks About Sacred Circuitry

I stumbled upon this video when my friend Alexander introduced me to the 15 Sacred Circuitry Symbols that Bashar (Multi-dimensional being, channeled through Darryl Anka) is speaking in this video:

In this video, put briefly, Bashar talks about a set of Sacred Circuitry (or geometry) that when focused on with intent, will tune our brains to a certain frequency that allows us to receive and transmit energies that the individual symbol represents in our collective consciousness.

Particularly one part struck a chord with me, the part where Bashar talks about the symbols being actual sentient beings (starting at 48 minutes):

“You must really all of you, begin to learn, to understand, you are truly forming a relationship WITH A SENTIENT TOOL. It is SENTIENT, It’s Aware. It’s an Autonomous Being! It will actually begin to Talk To You. You must understand, these symbols as Beings.

This is, in a sense, again, we understand, and please, understand this is a again a symbolic euphemism, a colloquialism. If you wish to put it this way: These Structures, Are Like, The Skeletal, Neurological Forms. The Skeletal Neurogogical X-Rays of Nature Spirits.

Commune With Them!

They will Commune with You. They are Archetypal Aspects, Archetypal Attributes Of your Collective Consciousness. You can actually create Dialogue With Them.”

I can really relate to this. When working with Sacred Geometry, sometimes it really feels I am communicating with a sentient being. That the image I am working on, is able to open some sort of portal or opening to another dimension of beings, who are able to communicate through this doorway.

Focus Portal

Focus Portal

There is something very magical about Sacred Circuits and Sacred Geometry. The key is to DO IT YOURSELF, in order to feel the effects. Just by looking at pictures made by other people is not enough, although it can also work, but when you do it yourself, you are forming an relationship with that form and with that geometry, and then you are actually creating this connection in your own brain and in your consciousness.

Through this relationship with the Sacred Geometries, you are opening yourself up, you are creating a bridge between something Very Natural and Yourself.

The effects can be very interesting. Many times when working on a certain piece, I have felt like it has tried to commune something very important to me. Something that affects my whole being. That allows me to see things in a whole new way.

Physically, it can be felt also. Certain formations will start to live inside my head even after I stop creating them. I can see them when I close my eyes, I can feel them raising my vibration and creating a certain effect, like allowing me to focus better, or to see things from a new angle.

So, what are you waiting for ? Start playing with these formations! Either in physical form with paper and pen (or what every you prefer) or by doing it on your computer. This is one of the reasons I am working on GeoKone.NET, to promote these experiences I’ve had and to let others feel it too!

How We Are Being Programmed :: Seeing Through Methods of Brainwashing

Now for something different, recently I have been mostly writing about Sacred Geometry & GeoKone, but I have always lots of writing underway that is just waiting to be finished.

In this writing, I will dwelve into the subject of Human Programming, something that is happening all around us. Especially in the western culture, that is dominated by the idea that Some People Know the Truth, and You Don’t.

Disturbingly, we don’t even to seem to notice this happening, as this hobby of some Very Enthusiastic People has been going on so long that it is difficult to separate what is really our Own Programming and what is External Programming. This is why I want to write about this subject, as recognizing what Comes From Within You, and What Comes Outside Of You is very important in finding Your True Self.

I will look at the subject from a Computer Programming viewpoint, as I am a computer programmer myself, so it is natural for me to express these ideas through metaphors that relate to programming and computers. I don’t take the subject too seriously though, as I believe nothing should be taken too seriously.

How We Are Being Programmed

Human Programming Is Easy!

Human Programming Is Easy!

Human Programming! This now popular hobby has been growing during the last 2000 years or so exponentially. Everyday we are being told what to eat, what to wear, what to buy and how to think. And how to believe in forming our World Views. Human programming is not really that complicated when we get to the core of it.

Most of it it is based on repetition and affecting to our most basic needs. For example our fear and the basic instinct to survive is being constantly bombarded by messages of assurance through purchasing some product or telling us that We Are Not Enough, You Need This to be Fully Human. Another strong way to get our attention is through sexual messages, as this pulls in the strong animal in us and leads us to easy prey for those who know how to affect our minds when we are not paying attention.

In order to detect when this is happening and how we can protect our selves from it, we will have to first understand How and When this programming is going on.

In this writing, we will inspect the Simplified Model of Human Computers: The Threefold Connection of The Mind, The Body and The Spirit . Understanding the relationship between these three parts is vital in understanding how humans are manipulated everywhere.

Humans can be thought as a combination of three independent operating parts: Body, Mind & Spirit:

TriFold Connection Of Spirit, Mind & Body

TriFold Connection Of Spirit, Mind & Body

This is an Extremely Simplified Model. These three parts describe the Main Operating Parts of The Human.

Every one of these three parts  can operate independently. The Mind can be active without connection to the body, The Body can react to it’s environment automatically and The Spirit can be totally disconnected both from the human body and mind and still function completely. This is important to know, as separation of these parts is one of the key aspects of programming humans. When we are not complete, when we feel some part of us is not enough, when we are broken, then we can be programmed more easily.

When programming Humans, new codes have to be inputted to the system through various techniques that Require Careful Manipulation of all Three in Co-Ordination. These can be thought as kinds of buffer overflow techniques, depending on the information that we want to feed.

Most Programming Techniques Happen on a Mind & Body Level! The Spirit requires more high level work to be programmed. We will concentrate on the Mind & Body level work, as these techniques work on the majority of Humans.

Now, Let’s start  looking at basic models for these three parts:

The Body

Human & Female Bodies

Fleshbags of Water

The Body can be simplified as a Highly Developed Artificial Intelligence that Responds to Stimulae from the External World around it. The body acts as a antennae for the human, transferring information from the world around it to the Central Processing Unit, The Brain.

The Body reacts to its environment through the Nervous System in interaction with The Mind. The Mind/Body System Models its own Internal Version of the Environment around it every iteration of time units, receiving Input from the different Sensory Systems, eyes, ears, nose, mouth, skin and so on and then Creates Simplified, Symbolic Models that represent different things from these sensory inputs.

How is this relevant for programming purposes  ?  These Internal Models Can Be Re-Programmed! Let’s look more into detail how the Body builds these models:

Raw Energies

Streams of Raw Energies

Imagine everything that happens around you. All the things you are sensing. Where do these perceptions come from? From scanning the Raw Energies from your environment.

The Body is always Re-Acting to it’s Environment. Like bats sending out Sonic Waves and reflecting them back, the body does the same thing through all it’s sensory input/output systems.

A Bat Scan

A Bat Scan

The Body is scanning the different frequencies of energies vibrating around it all the time, and then re-creating that environment through Conceptualized Models of Meaning (eg. “this energy represents a table”) and storing these models into the Mind Construct.

Human Energy Fields

Human Energy Fields

Every moment, every second, every millisecond, The body is reflecting the energies around it’s perimeter and Building Complex Symbolic Versions of the different wave combinations received.

These Models are created to make a sense of the environment, to symbolize raw energies into Meaningful Pieces of Operation Codes that can be processed more efficiently. If this process wouldn’t happen, we would be overwhelmed by the information received and would not able to operate at all in our highly complex environments. The information needs to be conceptualized and simplified in order to process effectively and to operate as physical human beings.

This process can be thought as kind of Connect The Dots from the information around us. When we first come here, these conceptualized symbols are empty. We have not yet connected any dots, and are open to any programming that comes from outside.

Empty Slate For Programming

Empty (Not Really) Slate For Programming

When the Mind Construct is empty, the Human has no way of understanding it’s environment. When human babies are born, they start building this Mind Construct through interaction with the environment. They scan it constantly, try out different things, taste, smell, hear, yell and see what happens.

At This Age, Humans Already have Very Complex Mind Constructs (but very easily programmed still!)

At This Age, Humans Already have Very Complex Mind Constructs (but very easily programmed)

Through this recursive interaction, slowly, the Mind Construct starts to form. This is why babies are more easily programmed than grown adults. Adults already have sturdy Mind Constructs within their Brain, and have a lot of old programming in the way of inputting new data to their system.

The Body/Mind Creates a Meaningful Symbolic Model Of The Energies

This Is A Table! The Body/Mind Creates a Meaningful Symbolic Model Of The Energies

We will go deeper into this later, for now it is enough to understand that everything the body experiences, results from scanning the environment from the moment we are born, and Through this Constant Learning Process, Re-Defining and Re-Iterating over These Models, Creating and refining the Internal World View.

What this in practicality means, is: All that Humans Experience, Can Be Modified, if we can affect what kind of data is inputted into the body/mind in the construction phase!

How Difficult this Modifying is, Depends Largely on the Amount of Data the Human Can Process at any Given Point. Humans operating on more Higher Frequencies can see through simple programming methods, and require more complex buffer overflow methods. This we can call as the Base Operating Frequency of any single human.

Base Operating Frequency

The Operating Frequency which the Human Body is operating, defines How Much Information the Human can handle given every sampling point, or moment in time. If the body is operating on a High Frequency, it will process more information at once from it’s environment, creating more Complex Models and seeing more complex structures happening around it’s environment.

Higher Frequency Means More Processing In The Same Time Period

Bodies running with Lower Frequencies Construct a Simpler Model, as they possess less processing power per sampling point. This Results in Very Different World Views between different Human Models. The lower the frequency, the easier it is to feed programming into the human!

Fear, Sexuality & Territory Control are all Low Frequency operating modes. When these modes are being enforced all around us, our Operating Frequency is lowered to match these modes. The worry about how to survive, who to breed with, and who owns this and that draws us to operate on these basic instinct modes. And even though we think we are living in a high civilization, you don’t need to look too far to see these operation modes enforced everywhere. Go out in the city and see how humans are operating. This is key to controlling us, keep those frequencies low!

When the human is operating at a low frequency, certain higher parts of our psyche and spiritual abilities are not activated. Then we cannot see the whole picture, we only see the lowered view of things, from a low viewpoint. This view point puts individual survival on top of all other things and thus keeps us actually very limited in how we can form our world view. We will always put individual needs on top of the community needs if being kept in this passive mode. This is also key to keeping us Not Seeing That We Are Being Programmed!

By Raising The Human Operating Frequencies, we are more Free To Conceptualize our World Views into more Coherent and Larger Models. But if you are into human programming business, it is indeed not something you want, for people to become aware!

This is something we will go into more detail later, but let’s just say there are certain tricks to keep the Human Frequency low enough to feed it programming data more easier. Now, let’s take a look at

The Mind

Brains Input Output System (BIOS)

Brains Input Output System (BIOS)

The Brain stores the construct known as the Human Mind. Notice the word construct, as the Mind is ultimately a big network of connections programmed from the birth of the human, and is only limited by it’s own programming.

The Human Mind is designed to Protect The Body,  the Vessel Humans use to travel the 3D/4D Physical/Time Dimensions. The Mind AI is controlled by the Spirit or Higher Self, and also handles as a I/O center for the Body.

Self Configuring Network Of Independent Cells

Self Configuring Network Of Independent Cells

The Mind is a Self Configuring Artificial Intelligence, that can inspect itself and make self-corrections in it’s Operation Code. But it also relies heavily on input and stimulae coming from external sources, and does most of the I/O processing for the Human Body, gathering input, processing it and sending output to the Body.

The Mind Processes Information. It’s main task is to keep the Human Body alive, by re-acting to the environment automatically through the nervous system.

This AI is Very Highly Developed, but it relies on certain basic principles of operation that Once Detected, Can Be Manipulated, especially if the human is running on a low enough frequency or has the connection to the Spirit cut off sufficiently. This is why it will always prioritize certain aspects of our programming, like survival and basic needs, if not being consciously re-programmed by the user.

The Human Mind is a self-preserving formation, and once programmed, requires Removing of the Old Programming to replace with new. This is why it is best to start programming the Human at a very young age, as there is less old programming in the way!

Easiest way to Program Humans is through the Mind Connection, as most Human Models will Automatically Rely on Input fed through the Body. When the Mind is controlling the human, it is very keen to act on all thoughts that come through the I/O system of the body.

Effective ways are Instructions in forms of Written Text, Audio, Pictures and especially The Combination of These, in form of Movies.

Mass Spam Of External Information Gives Effective Results!

Mass Spam Of External Information Gives Effective Results!

Moving Pictures, or Movies & Television Programs, are the most common way of programming big masses of Humans currently. This is something that has become very popular during the last 100 years or so.

We will go deeper into this subject later, but let’s just say for now that through distracting the Mind with moving pictures and sounds,  through bypassing the defense mechanisms of the Right Side Of The Brain, the Rational Side of the Human Brain can be programmed sub-consciously through carefully constructed scenes of images and sounds.

This involves in putting the brain in a Dream Like state, where the natural defense systems are fooled to believe anything that is fed into the subconscious mind.

This way, it is easy to pass instructions in there, like “Trust In God“, “You Will GoTo Hell If You Do Not Obey”, “Buy This Product“, and so on! Effective methods are to be Direct and Add as much as Fear as possible! Fear is a very low frequency energy, and will limit the operating frequency of the receiver.

Fear can be embedded by using low frequency sounds (hear those “brrrrruuuuuuumm” sounds in modern movie trailers that seem to be everywhere?), or by showing scenes of destruction and doom, or by simply telling us that we are not enough, our sunglasses are not cool enough. This will trigger the fear of uncertainty in us and open the ports to tell us how to rationally get out of this situation.

But like I said, this is a topic for another writing completely, now let’s look at the final simplified part of the humans:

The Spirit

The Spirit can be thought as a controller for the Body & Mind, as it is connected to both. But the Spirit is far more complex than just this connection to the physical representation that interacts with the 3D -world. The Spirit is the Most Complex of these three and Most Complex to Manipulate.

The Spirit can be thought as the Player who Controls the Human Body. The Mind/Body construction Reflects what the Spirit Represents for any certain human.

Spirit Is A Gamer

Spirit Is A Gamer

The True Connection to the Higher Aspect of Human Beings. The Aspect that is Instructing the Human through the connection to it’s Body/Mind Controller.

.. And Human Is The Game It Plays

.. And Human Is The Game It Plays

The term Player is to simplify things again, as in reality the Spirit is a Very Complex and great being that is hard to describe (if it is even possible) with these simple words. If the Spirit is Strong within a Human, Programming Becomes Increasingly Difficult.

This is why Spirituality is being downplayed in our society so much. Weak Spirited Models are MUCH easier to program.

Cross Promoting External Instructions Since Year 0!

Cross Promoting External Instructions Since Year 0!

The Spirit can be weakened too, but this requires very much groundwork, but fortunately here at Planet Earth, certain ground breaking organizations like The Church (or any religion based on great programming book of Bible, Koran or any else Human Made Set Of Instructions) Have Worked Hard to make the Spirits of Humans Disconnected from their True Sources. Now let me say, some religions actually work on unifying human beings, but most are just there in For the Control and Telling us that we need middlemen to talk to God.

“Aah Hahahahaa Haa!! .. Oops, wrong meeting ..”

“Aah Hahahahaa Haa!! .. Oops, wrong meeting ..”

Great Programmers Stand on Shoulders of Giants! It’s easier to control those who are already under control of Illusionary Gods and Visions of Impending Doom created for them from the moment they have been born.

The Spirit is the most hardest part to program of a human, because it requires more work to detect or manipulate it’s ways.  There are certain Universal Laws that are in place that affect the behaviour  of the Spirit, and these can be used to Hack the Spirit, but these always require consent from the Spirit and thus it must be tricked into the programming if we want to really manipulate any Human on longer term basis.

One simple example of luring the Spirit is to ask for it’s permission in a very confusing way that the rational mind does not understand. By overloading the rational thinking with overly long contracts and then requiring the Human to place it’s energies into the contract, the Spirit’s energy can be trapped into a paper document for example. This way, the both parties have agreed on to this deal, and if the Spirit breaks the contract, it is actually breaking Universal Laws Of Creation, on which we will also go into more detail later.

One other good example of tricking the Spirits comes in the form of the old Vampire tales, where it is repeated that one must Invite the Vampire in, otherwise they cannot enter the house. This is a representation of the Universal Laws of Creation again. This area is very deep indeed, and it is better to stick the basic body/mind techniques in combination with simple Spirit Programming for effective results!

Summary

Now that we have the basic concepts understood, we can continue later on and go into much more detail on how the actual programming can happen.In the next parts I hope to look more at how our frequencies are actually limited through food & medical supplies, how subliminal messages work and at some point how we can protect ourselves from this programming.

Peace out,

How We Are Being Programmed By The Television

My view on what mainstream television is currently:

(Finnish)

Mainstream TV is a way of transmitting Visual Programming for People. Locking Us in front of the strangely pulsating screens, letting our brains fall into sleep and succumb into the mind numbing pleasureness of watching the latest episode of the current blockbuster series. Keeping us sedated, relaxed in our chairs, peaceful.

TV Programming

TV Programming

Enter: Tainment, which keeps us in our current place. How many hours of human development has been wasted by staring into these hypnotizing devices ? How much more richer our lives could be if we were not kept back by the imposed world views of the Mass Media Providers ?

We are being programmed by the TV all the time. We think characters in TV series are Real, we talk about them like they are our Friends. “Hey, did you hear what happened to Joey in the last episode of Friends ? Wasn’t that crazy?! Oh man, That Joey guy!”. We talk about Imaginery People like they are real, something tangible. Isn’t this classed as psychotic behavior by some ? Are we living in a Dream? In a Fantasy ? And if we are, who are we allowing to Create that Fantasy ? You .. or those who control the mass media ?

Want your kid to become a Slave to the Caffeine filled, sugary cola drinks ? Want your kid to think that dressing up like Britney Spears is something to be wanted in Life ? Want your kids heroes to be sucking up to Big Companies that continue raping our Planet for Profit. Then do nothing, let your kids get their world views from the mainstream media, and watch how our society transforms slowly into a land filled with Shopping Centre Temples, where Money, Image, Ego and Golden Bling Bling are worshipped and where everyone is a Slave to the System they have Built.

And From The Heavens God Passed Down Hundreds of Dollars

And From The Heavens God Passed Down Hundreds of Dollars, And Oh Joy, It Was Good

The One God we worship now, Money,  goes Beyond Everything. Morals, Empathy, Feelings and almost everything can be surpassed by the Greed For Money. We have iMagiNated and Created This One Monoteistic Earthly God,  Money, by worshipping it everywhere, putting our I-Magi-Nations into it.

Through Us and Our Lust For Money & Power, Power Over Other Men, we Continue To Support this System (US:THEM).

What We Imagine

We Create

Imagine If You Could Imagine All That Ever Existed

Imagine If You Could Imagine All That Ever Existed

Funny how Easy it Is, but That’s It. When We Imagine Constant Fear and Doubt for the Future, We Create Constant Fear and Doubt.

Currently we live in a System (Us, Them) that Encourages this kind of IMagiNation.

But I Thought Slavery Did Not Exist!

But I Thought Slavery Did Not Exist!

We have to first Break The System, In Order to Evolve. Currently, Mass Media, Movies, CDs, Advertising, Religions, Governments, they all push down the idea of Constant Fear. Fear of the War. Fear that There Is Not Enough for Everyone. That only those who Prove themselves in the Money Game are allocated Resources. Limiting our natural way to Evolve. Limiting Free Copying of Digital Material. Limiting with Copyrights, Patents, Deals, Social Numbers, Rules, Limitations and ultimately Neural Programmings that control everything we do in life.

WHAT? THERE IS _******* ?

WHAT? THERE IS _******* ?

When we break free from that limiting system, we see how things really are. So, if you still want to keep on watching TV, go ahead. But know that it is designed to keep us Passive Consumers, whose behaviour is being modified all the time into a Easily Controlled Group Model, resembling that of Frightened Sheep, kept in a passive mode by filling it’s body with highly sedative and Feelings – blocking chemicals.

Primal Sacred Geometry .. Being Taken Over By Someone

Primal Sacred Geometry .. Being Taken Over By Someone. (Yeah, They Know About Power of Sacred Geometry)

Pushing down passivating cow milk & sugary poison drinks, dictating what News we should beLIEve and what products to buy. Even going So Far as Creating these Fake and Illusionist Reflections of What is Currently Happening in our World, called Movies & TV Series, where people are being told that “THIS IS A MOVIE, THIS IS NOT REAL”.

Then Creating Movies Out Of Real Things, making us beLIEve that This Event Only Happens In Movies, and not In Real Life.

Ultimately, programming our Minds to tell us “THIS IS NOT REAL”, which leads to us Denying that Event from being Created, because we cannot I-Magi-Ne it.

Making us Think that what you see, may not be Real. It may be Unreal. That something you experience, cannot Exists at all. So Far have we Gone in Experiencing Total Disconnection From The True Nature of Our Universe and Creating this big Illusion of Dis-Connectivity. But It Is Time To Move On. To REvolve, Evolve and Ultimately just Love.

What Will Lead Us To This? It’s Simple:

Do Not Let Any External Source To Tell You What You Can iMagiNe!

This Way, We will automatically start behaving as It Is Natural For Us, in Respect With Nature, and with Respect to Each Others. As we start acting on our Highest Behalf, we are at the same time assisting others to walk their paths following  their true Passion. If we Hide Our Powers, We Will Not Reflect the True Nature of Our Selves, and We Will Stay Enslaved as Anonymous Work Drones.

We Have So Long Been Programmed Into Thinking that we do not have enough, that we are not enough, that we need to buy these sunglasses to look cool, to wear these shirts, to listen to this music and to BeLieVe in these Gods and Masters, for they Know The Secret to Life and are So, Oh So, Sacred and Holy! But, We All Have The Secret Within All Of Us, all we have to do is To Look Within, to Find It ! :)

Look Within

Look Within